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...and back again...

Thu Aug 17, 2006, 9:38 PM
hi...

just thought i'd give you an update -
i'm not dead, just living in DC.
(they're not entirely the same thing, i swear.)


if you're interested, the most-updated way to find out what's going through this strange head of mine is my blog, astra, at [link] ...

i've been lost in the strange world of web design for the last couple of months (a girl has to eat, afterall)... but i'm here! yay!

ehhhh what the hell?!

Thu Jun 2, 2005, 10:03 AM
Mood: Confused wtf mate

ehhhh

suddenly i'm a subscriber?!



did i miss something???

oh confusion...

..oops...

Thu Jun 2, 2005, 9:59 AM
argh

Mood: Angry annoyed

Sorry that several of my pictures were submitted more than once yesterday... deviantart was being a ginormous fucker and pretending i never submitted them at all.

grrrr.

Devious Journal Entry

Wed Jun 1, 2005, 3:57 PM
and these mistakes you make
you'll just make them again
if you only try turning around...


i said goodnight.


your away message made me cry.

the theme of today is: saying goodbye without saying all the things you meant to say for months, maybe years.


i tangle myself up, i know that. i got myself into it. i shouldn't have even wondered.


but the point is that everyone walks out.

sometimes they turn off their phone.
sometimes they put up a careless note about leaving and how happy they are.
sometimes they forget.

who cares how they do it? it's all leaving.

and i can smile and wave while my heart breaks.
i can say, no that's fine don't worry about it when i'm dying as quietly as possible.


i can pretend i didn't fall in love with you the minute i saw you.
and i can pretend i never got hurt.


you probably will stop wondering why there's sadness in my eyes when i smile at you.

you're tragic, and beautiful, and bad for me. what else was i to do?

~

hello again

Wed Jun 1, 2005, 3:26 AM
i was dreaming of rain
and his face...
and when i awoke,
still dry,
i was finally free.





back again, after another long break.


jess - i am so fucking impressed with you, holy shit woman am i proud to be your friend :)

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